Syuhada Zainudin

It's been a while. oh hi! I dont know what happen to my life now. im both happy and sad. oh goshhh im still human right? hahahahaha Im a good planner and im also good at ruin everything that i planned for. i dont know where to express my emotion my feeling so i buat this blog for express everything i feel. Dalam 5 years ni everything happen. good and bad but alhamdulillah im still human and alive. hahahha self! i mengaku i banyak berubah in 3 years 2015-2018. good to bad, bad to good. and now idk what i want in my life. my goals? my dream? samar samar. i know i need to find myself back but idk how. im lost. for sure i want to be rich and i want have my own asset but my boros and degil killing me. & i know to find myself back after apa yg i dah lalui is Allah. im trying mybest untuk terus istiqamah. inshaaALLAH.  love? failed for the second time. its funny bila teringat balik past love 2015. 3 tahun beb frust menonggeng sampai masuk tahun